Jun 24, 2025
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Jun 30, 2025
Feelings, Embarassments & Friendship
No. of emails exchanged:
20
Things I came to know about Saumya:
She has been in 4 relationships in the past.
She’s an introvert.
She’s also been into fitness for the last 2 years - gym, swimming, and table tennis. She likes guys who are fit and take care of themselves, not the ones who look like uncles.
She emphasizes the importance of people making an effort to meet her. I’m not sure if she’s directing this at me or just saying it in general.
She has tried alcohol, marijuana, and cigarettes in the past — mostly after a breakup.
Special moments from this week:
I don’t want to mention any specific moments this week, but the way she handled everything - sharing her feelings, explaining her side, helping me understand where I went wrong, and still continuing to talk to me after all that. It was just so special. :)
Thoughts:
I messed up. :(
I don’t know what I was thinking, but I shared my feelings very openly without even considering what she would think. I had a few triggers, but now I see that they didn’t mean much.
I should have been more careful with my actions. I shouldn’t have rushed.
It’s just very embarrassing. I’m not thinking with any relationship intentions anymore. I don’t want to make her more uncomfortable.
If it has to happen, it’ll happen.
Special Images from this week:
